
Getting my socks on in the morning is quite the challenge. Every time I attempt it I think I'm doing to break my water. Coughing and sneezing has also gotten stressful since I am sure the baby will fly out of me. Not too much longer! I can't wait to meet her and introduce her to everyone.
This time around I decided to go with a midwife . I went in for my 37 week appointment and she did not check for dilation. She said she only checks if there is a concern or at 39 weeks and does not feel it is necessary for an invasive procedure otherwise. It made sense to me since you can be dilated for weeks and nothing happens and in my case last time I didn't dilate until my water broke and I was already at the hospital. For those of you that have concerns, I will still be delivering at the hospital. I don't think I could do a home birth it is the furthest thing from my mind. I decided to go with a midwife because I want to TRY to do it natural . . . TRY. I am still not sure that I can do it without the
meds. I wanted to do it natural the last time around but after the first contraction I was begging for an epidural! I told the anesthesiologist that I loved him after he finally administered it. I was very close to a C-section with Marlena. I remember them wheeling me in to the operating room and getting ready to strap my arms down. The whole time I was asking if I was getting a C-section and no one would talk to me. Scott was not in the room because they forgot to get him after he changed into scrubs. The doctor (thank you Dr.
Haskett) had to tell them twice to get Scott in room. He yelled "That is unacceptable, someone get him!" After Scott got in there they told him I was getting a C-section but Scott told them that we did not want one unless it was absolutely necessary. Luckily, they were able to get her out with forceps . Dr.
Haskett was not my doctor at the time he was on call that day since it was a weekend. Which is another reason I went with a midwife. Since I will probably deliver during the holidays I wanted to make sure the person that has been seeing me through my appointments and knows what I want will be the one with me during delivery. My midwife will since she is the only one there. I know that things still may not go the way I plan and having a healthy baby is the most important thing. I'm excited to see how things go this time around!
We are going to try to get the Christmas tree up. If there is not already a lot to do! Marlena has been asking for us to put it up and I want it to feel like Christmas so hopefully we can get it up before we have to take it down. With the new baby here we may have it up until May. Still trying to get everything ready for her arrival. Let's see how much we can accomplish . . .